My head's heavy, but my heart's heavier...
I fucking swear that my head is going to fucking explode if I don't explain what my motherfucking brain cells are putting together. You all may not agree with some things that I am going to say, but I bet your left nut that there's something in here that you find true.
I am finally going to admit that for the past three months, I have not been myself and for stupid reasons, I have hurt someone so very dear to me. I know that I should not have gone any further if I was more than certain that I would never carry through with it and now I have probably caused some permanent emotional damage on them.
Here's what people fail to understand:
1) When someone has put so much effort into a REALLY long relationship and was unbelievably hurt, you have got to be patient with them. It takes so much time to heal and if you're not careful enough, you will be the part of their life where they bounce back off. That's not a good thing, by the way.
I have probably bounced back up twice over the same person, meaning that I rebounded over two people just to get over ONE person. I ended up hurting both the same way.
2) Don't ever fuck around. Ever. It'll fuck up the feelings you have for your current significant other. You can try to pretend that you never did what you did or convince yourself that you never had feelings for someone else but when it all adds up, your feelings become so much weaker than what it was before.
3) Motherfucker, space is great sometimes. Getting too much of someone causes boredom and the love dovey shit has got to go.
You like each other? Show it. Bam. Just don't be all up in their face. Like BAM.
Being clingy isn't cute.
4) The term "teasing" is used repetitively within my vocabulary only because it is the only word that I know that expresses what it exactly means. Referring back to #2, one of the biggest risks of fucking around is that you develop feelings for this kind of person. THE TEASE. You lose both ways. You end up getting hurt and in addition this, you lose attraction/feelings toward your significant other.
Oh and once you finally know that they are a "tease", you must stop being soft completely! If they smucker up to you AGAIN and you agree to talk to them AGAIN, you're going to lose AGAIN. Dickface, this is why they are called "THE TEASE".
5) When you do finally meet the person of your dreams. All you need to do is show them that you care. Show them your affection and show them that they mean the world to you.
I'm almost certain I did this, but sometimes love is not enough. You've got to do more than this and if I ever get the chance to meet the person of my dreams number two, I will do this times a million. I don't want to let another wonderful soul walk out of my life again.
I am finally going to admit that for the past three months, I have not been myself and for stupid reasons, I have hurt someone so very dear to me. I know that I should not have gone any further if I was more than certain that I would never carry through with it and now I have probably caused some permanent emotional damage on them.
Here's what people fail to understand:
1) When someone has put so much effort into a REALLY long relationship and was unbelievably hurt, you have got to be patient with them. It takes so much time to heal and if you're not careful enough, you will be the part of their life where they bounce back off. That's not a good thing, by the way.
I have probably bounced back up twice over the same person, meaning that I rebounded over two people just to get over ONE person. I ended up hurting both the same way.
2) Don't ever fuck around. Ever. It'll fuck up the feelings you have for your current significant other. You can try to pretend that you never did what you did or convince yourself that you never had feelings for someone else but when it all adds up, your feelings become so much weaker than what it was before.
3) Motherfucker, space is great sometimes. Getting too much of someone causes boredom and the love dovey shit has got to go.
You like each other? Show it. Bam. Just don't be all up in their face. Like BAM.
Being clingy isn't cute.
4) The term "teasing" is used repetitively within my vocabulary only because it is the only word that I know that expresses what it exactly means. Referring back to #2, one of the biggest risks of fucking around is that you develop feelings for this kind of person. THE TEASE. You lose both ways. You end up getting hurt and in addition this, you lose attraction/feelings toward your significant other.
Oh and once you finally know that they are a "tease", you must stop being soft completely! If they smucker up to you AGAIN and you agree to talk to them AGAIN, you're going to lose AGAIN. Dickface, this is why they are called "THE TEASE".
5) When you do finally meet the person of your dreams. All you need to do is show them that you care. Show them your affection and show them that they mean the world to you.
I'm almost certain I did this, but sometimes love is not enough. You've got to do more than this and if I ever get the chance to meet the person of my dreams number two, I will do this times a million. I don't want to let another wonderful soul walk out of my life again.
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