The other Duck - Monologic
I think in black and white. I feel in black and white.
But i’ve been preteding in the grey…
My internal process is monochromatic.
My external projection is rich in color.
I’m a woman of extremes both emotionally and physically.
There is no inbetween. At least until now.
I’ve come to realize that i am a simple yet complex being.
To all who meet me, the most agreed upon consensus is that
I’m a vibrant person. One full of color. Strong personality. Happy.
For the most part this is true. Surface level at least.
But if you go deeper…this is where it gets a little grey. I am usually one to seem as if not much bothers me, And if it does i will voice it without a doubt. But i’ve come to realize that it has not been the case. When i have an issue with something, i usually “pretend” That it doesnt bother me, and in the end, It will stick with me for longer than it should.
i havent been true to myself and to my feelings. I’ve been living in the grey area on the outside. And not listening to what my voice is saying, What my heart is feeling, on the inside. This has caused a lot of internal turmoil. A lot of confusion.
A lot of lessons unlearned. It is time to put an end to this. As long as you are true to yourself, no one can tell you you’re wrong. As long as you take that time to listen to your voice, You will be lead the right way. Now it’s time for me to listen to my voice. I’ve shut it down for so many years that i can barely hear it, But i have to try. And in trying will that voice grow strong. And once it’s found, there is no doubt it will be unstoppable. This here is My Black. My Rigid. My Structure, My Prison. My Security. My Discipline.This series convey the internal battles that i endure everyday. This is more than a clothing line, a performance, a good fashion show. It is a part of me, a part that doesnt know how to be expressed,
A part that i would never dream to tell someone or confess, A part of me that can only be seen through my work.
This is My message. My lesson. My knowledge. My wealth. My voice. My story.You are about to embark on my journey. Welcome to my world.
